Its been a while since Ive been on,
I have almost accomplished this
school quarter with straight A's.
I wanted to thank Jade for
motivating me and supporting
me through such a busy time in
our lives right now.
I also had a really bad anxiety attack
at my work yesterday, I though i
was dieing.

Love you Jade

Sweet lil baby C

I woke up this morning and took Jade to go baby sit, when i got home i was thinking we should put Carson into some baby modeling. I mean he is that cute, lol really he is. I think that i will look into it when we get to Utah. Besides that i work at 10: 30 but im afraid to go back to sleep because i dont wake up when my alarm goes off, and we went to bed around 3 again. Oh shat

Me And Carson Sleepin

When i first woke up this morning i realized that both of my legs were dead and when i got out of bed i almost stumbled to the floor, I had a really hard time getting ready for work. When i was at work today my shift was almost up and randomly my boss{Tim} just had to say somthing to get me pisst off. I held in my anger, but as he was talking to me i was smashing in the garbages as i was told to do so, I am not pleased with the man and it was just a horrible day. I am ready to move back to Utah, Their is so much there that just isn't here in the tricities! I am not sure how long it's going to take for us to just pack our bags and get out of here, Jade wants to wait for our rent to be up, but we can't afford it. So i think we should do the noble thing and just do what is smart. We at least tried. School didn't work and my job sucks, i dont really like anyone their. It's just to stressful here, maybe i need depression pills or somthing. Anyways tonight Carson was so cute he was sucking his little thumb, I would post it but its on my phone and im not sure how to send it to my email. Well i would have to call it a night, I work early and the new day is about to begin. Ill try to stay posted, im just a busy kinda guy. Not really. More Lazy.

Family

Today was a gloomy sunday and we were just getting ready for church. While we were in sacrament Carson couldn't quit moving around. He is full with energy and loves his dad! lol
I think that i am getting alittle nervous for Kris to come home from Chicago. Not even a full month til hes home, I hope he isn't to mad when he finds out where all of his belongings went.
I will try to make it up to him some how, just don't know how! I am so excited to come to Utah on the 17th and i will be staying til the 1st of March. I have been looking for jobs and i found a nice sized basement apartment in West jordan with 2 bed and 2 bath, im not sure though. We are so poor since we have lived here. I hate Washington and the neighbors that we have! I know that everything will be okay once we have reached where we need to go. I would love to go to school, I have had to drop out of Columbia Basin College this last month from not meeting financial aid qualifications. If we do not get the basement apartment, I am going to try and get into U of U and apply to live in the family living apartments that they have. Behalf all the stress that i feel here in Washington, I soon to be happy where i belong, home.

Longest post evvver

Today has been such a long and stressful day today.
Starting out with waking up this morning, I was told to go
to this job called"Labor Ready". YEAH it seemed nice and all
until i got there, I felt like i was going to get some kind of disease!
The kind of people that were there waiting for a job. Anyways the
way that the job works is you sit and wait for a job to come up,
(which their might not ever be a job) So i showed up there this morning
not knowing that's how it all works, so i sat there from 530 to 845 and i couldn't
take it any longer so i left and came and picked up Jade and we went over to her
aunt Amy's house so she could finish up some work she does for her brother Jeff.
Then we went to a store called "Winco". I know dad would like that store because
everything there is like a dollar cheaper than anywhere else.
After we grabbed a few things and went home, i was debating whether i should
go fishing or not. Buttttttt i passed out instead and woke up 3 hours later.
It was a nice little nap and i needed it. As i woke up dinner was ready, and Lindsay
made a tasty little meal which sucks Jade couldn't have enjoyed it, Shame on her taste buds!!!
Okay it was a chicken enchiladas with sour cream smothering it. ONE TASTY MEAL!
I was full with one of them but had to go back for seconds, then thirds. and i think i could
have fit one more of them in me just thinkin my stomach would explode.
Anyways Im nervous for my job interview with UPS in the morning at 10.
I really am hoping i get the job. If NOT Andrey has been real helpful and kind and asked
his boss today if i could get a job and he said Yes, So i do have a back up plan if either of those two don't go good for me. I'll be moving home! Not really but i wish... I would move back to Utah if i could right now! Anyways ill try to keep this updated more often, but don't count on it.
Later for now. Sorry not pictures. Jade has some recent pics on her page if you want to check them out. Bye

I would just like to say that i have missed
Jade and Carson all day today!
I just want them to know how
much i love them and no matter
what im here for you guys.
love you